brb thinking

So i have spent a while recently just pondering.

Not even about things that would really effect me but i get into this state, this mindset where i think:

"what even am i"

so after weeks of replaying this horrifying image in my head of my life being screwed because i i may have not tried that hard on something and then realized i had the potential; i have finally stopped thinking, and started doing!

I have to admit, things are working out pretty good surprisingly. I'm enjoying that satisfying feeling of when you finally do something you have wanted to do for ages but "you've been too busy to book the tickets" or "it might not even have been that good anyway" 's.

I already have so much planned for the year that i can't wait to happen but at the same time i'm trying to make sure i enjoy everyday to its potential, because there is that potential and if you want to do something you should do it because chances are, you'll have an amazing time doing it!

Anyway, stay brave, be confident and have fun!

Lots of love
Ash xxx